Someone to talk to?

Jessica
I'm just lost. Broken. Hurting.
Severe anxiety, depression, panic attacks, obsessive compulsive tendencies. 
Boyfriend of 3 years pulled the rug out from under my feet on Tuesday... 
Said "we're not over" but we're not on a break either he just needs some time alone...  We cried together for almost 2 hours... He's told me multiple times that he still loves and cares about me but needs time.
Did a little logical looking around, found out he's been on a dating site, the one we met on, since the beginning of July.  He didn't actually talk with anyone until after Tuesday but it's the principle.
I don't want to hear how horrible he is.
I just need someone to talk to.