I don't mean to sound selfish but recently my boyfriends brother got into a car accident on the freeway and he was put onto life support.

My boyfriend who was absolutely devastated by it he broke up with me and in the worst way and time possible. Outside his brothers hospital room we had a huge fight but it wasn't fist fighting it was more verbal fighting.

He said

"Dammit Natalie (Naraly) Why are you so clingy and desperate!"

And I said

"Oh Im clingy? I stayed by your side this whole time I have been your friend since forever and all you can do is call me clingy and desperate?"

Then he said

"Well incase you didn't notice captain obvious my brother Jesse is in Life support. And sometimes I feel bad for you I even pity you on how hard you try to make me feel better. Why don't you get lost you lost dog!"

And honestly im just a mess right now

And I know that he is frustrated with everything that's going on.

I just needed to vent.