I remember when my ex did oral on me it was my first time and I didn't want it. I never did cause to me it was the most disgusting thing. I hate vaginas I hate my own. If I was a guy I would be gay cause I'm not touching that. But even then to me putting your mouth where someone pees is nasty. I told him I was never giving him head and he can't give it to me and he wanted go so bad. So finally after a few months he tackled me and did it and I felt so embarrassed and it shy. But my God did it feel good. It kinda felt weird but I felt my orgasm building and I was scared for it to come out I didn't know what was happening. And when it came I tried stopped it so only half came out but even just that half made my body shake and spas I was so embarrassed but he was happy. And after that I wanted it a lot.