I met my child father at 17 I'm 27 now first baby back then we were just having sex around 21 we got into a relationship 23 we end up living together we fought a lot which cost him to say he wanted to leave but we got back together he started to treat me like a option not wanting to live back with me also talking to girls on Instagram one day I found out he was with my cousin god sister living with her .. My best friend called an told me they were posting pics up in Miami together .. We were together the night before he left.He didn't wanna be with me any more I cried n tried to get home to love me again and he did but still didn't wanna be in a relationship with me idk y my father passed away n I needed him he didn't support me but still me being me I went back into the situation .. We were working on being together going on dates being good friends then one day he up n told me he didn't wanna talk to me any more I go my way he goes his so I immediately expected he had a baby on the way n come to find out it was true he had a girl pregnant 3 months after that I just left him alone blocked him n was trying my best to move on he would come to my moms house n text n call me for weeks I finally gave in n he told me he would marry me to fix things so I went along with it I really loved him how dum I sound right .. Now she with him living in his home he goes to her doctor appointments n supports her with things .. I cry a lot because my child won't have a family n most of the time I'm alone he told me he wouldn't be with either one of us just take care of his kids .. I began to be so upset because the only reason I still was here trying to love him is for us to build what we had n reality he was already with her n I was alone n pregnant I finally got it so I told him I won't be having sex with him while he goes home to her n im sleeping on my moms couch .. Im heart broken how he could treat a women he barely knew better then some one that did it all for him I feel so dum inside I'm 11 weeks n my choice is to just go my way n not included him he doesn't call to see how me n my baby is doing so i rather keep my child away