Pregnant again after losing full term baby

Brittany
I'm having a hard time being excited. I've been struggling with my emotions and I'm so nervous. Jan 29th I had my son after being induced and he passed away 34 min after birth due to dr failing to do an emergency c section so his oxygen was cut off too long. I'm 10w4 days and I just wish I could speed it up. Any other loss mamas pregnant again?