The past few weeks it just seems like my relationship is falling apart. My fiance is always pissed off and takes it out on me. I just recently started a new job and before that I was kept in our room on Skype while he's at work because he doesn't trust me. Now the fact that I work and he can't keep an eye on me I get asked 100 questions about my day and he still doesn't believe what I tell him. We were at the vape shop over the weekend and I asked a Jewish guy about his cap thing and because the Jewish guy went into a whole conversation about it my fiance got pissed off I was talking to a guy he doesn't know. We had his friend and my friend over and everyone but me was drinking and he passed out and me and my friend were up all morning talking and then we went on a road trip and he barely talked or touched me because I let another guy and girl sleep in our room and he didn't know if anything happened. Then we had those same people over plus another one of my friends and watched a movie and because my friend and I were sharing a blanket he couldn't tell if we were playing footsie and got pissed off and I tried holding his hand and he threw my hand away. Now I've lied to him about where I've been and having people with me for a few months everyday two months ago and before that I have done things to make him not trust me so his way of still being able to stay with me is locking me in a box. Well he just yelled at me for something so stupid and I walked away which I know pissed him off because anytime I do something that upsets him and we're talking about it and I find it pointless I try to walk away and he tells me that's not how this works. I just literally have no idea what to do. I'm also pregnant at the moment and he's telling me I need to get an abortion because if we have the baby it will ruin us because we're not financially ready. I'm just so tired of trying to be a human and it being wrong. I never want to leave him because we've built so much together and I truly do love him and will do anything to make this relationship work but I just can't deal with this shit much longer. I just really needed to rant about this.