Amanda • First time mom. Married to an amazing man. 3 meowing furbabies. Roadie. Entrepreneur. Lexus IS350 F Sport enthusiast.
Is it some twisted joke of Mother Nature to kill a woman's supply when she wants to so desperately breast feed her baby? I am trying everything I can to increase my supply for my son and it keeps going down. 
Nicolas was born early at 35 weeks and they suspect that is what hurt my supply from the get go because they forced me to give him neosure instead of trying to breastfeed while he was in the NICU. I pumped as much as I could and still 😢
Now he has fallen ill and the pediatrician said he is SLIGHTLY behind in weight gain and we need to consider formula.
Please say a prayer for my son and our little family. 
What have I done to deserve this????!!