Does it make me a bad person.

Chelsi
Today I went to find shorts because none of mine fit me not even my maternity shorts. Boy was that a bad idea, now for past 30 minutes I've been crying because nothing fits and I feel so big :(  I don't want to be pregnant anymore I'm ready for her to be here and for all of this to be over. I don't like looking in the mirror and I'm so tired of people saying you will go back it's just because your pregnant but truth is that doesn't make me feel any better. I feel like an awful person because I'm so excited for my little girl but I hate my body..