lonely 😞

Rose
I'm 16 and I've only ever been in one (somewhat) serious relationship. This is kinda dumb to post about bc it doesn't achieve much of anything but sometimes I see other happy couples and I feel so sad that I can't find anyone who I I get along with that I'm attracted to. Or I do find someone like that and they end up cheating on me/not being interested in me. 
I think maybe I'm too picky. Like I've had a lot of time to build my confidence and learn to love myself. Sometimes a guy will ask me out and I'm simply not attracted to him so I say no and I feel bad but why should I settle for someone I don't like? I feel like I deserve better then what they can give me.
This is a kind of long and rambly pity party to get into but especially with my exs and i's anniversary coming up I feel so unwanted 😭 not to mention I have a little crush growing on a guy who's deff too old for me and I know it wouldn't work out. Or maybe I just feel sad because I'm on my period rn 😂😂. If any of you other ladies ever feel this way lemme know how you get out of this funk bc it's depressing 😪