Due date gloom

So if I had carried my baby full term today would have been my due date. I'm so miserable and depressed but I can't really talk about it because when my family asks me what's wrong and I'm honest and I tell them that it's breaking my heart because I should have been having a baby today they just kinda look at me like there's something wrong with me because I'm thinking about my baby that I lost. I can't really talk without getting the talk of it will be OK and when it's your turn it will happen or give it time your so young anyway maybe it's a good thing your not a Mom yet. It kills me to know that people actually think losing my baby could have been a good thing, how could losing my baby ever be a good thing. I'm glad I have today off from work because I work around the infant department all the time..... This is so hard I can hardly breathe.....