Vent sorry 😭

I'm so aggravated lately , i hate it :,( not me at all . My SO is an ass most of the time and it's catching up to me :( I wanna just blow up on him lately it's taken everything not to 😭 I know I'm not the only one that feels this way but it sucks so bad . He bought bottle calfs promised me he would take care of them I have to do every morning now one is sick and I am 9 months prego have 3 wks left until baby and I can't fight her to tube feed her I just know if she dies he's gonna blame me . He bought sheep 5 of them I gotta water them feed them as well . I don't mind I just hate all the projects I've gotten stuck with :( I can't get him to finish the nursery for me and I been begging him to , he hasn't bought anything fo baby or even tried to he wants to buy it all for animals . I'm trying not to be a Debbie downer but damnit after him yelling at me for silly stuff lately it's taken its toll 😭😭 I'm