Having PCOS is so depressing & heartbreaking. I may be only 19 & have my whole life ahead of me. But after my miscarriage last summer, life changed. I've always wanted to be a mother, but RIGHT NOW I want to be a mother more then ever. And each month my period comes the more I lose hope. I've only been on metformin going on a month on the 4th of August but still, what if I never get my chance to carry a little tiny human? Just thinking about it brings me to tears. And I'm watching all my friends having their first child or just becoming pregnant and it breaks my heart! I just need people to vent to who would understand exactly how I feel and what I'm going through.