Over it.

I don't know how women can be ttc for years and still have a positive outlook, I'm 21 and have been ttc with my fiancé ever sense we miscarried in October 2014. It's almost been two years and I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. I've tried opk's, vitamins, pre seed, obsessively charting my bbt, all of it. I've had two chemicals sense then.. I never expected it would be this hard. I just feel like I get my hopes up just to be drop kicked back to the damn floor. I just want to start my little family with the love of my life. Baby dust and prayers would be appreciated more than you could imagine.