Ectopic

Hi ladies I'm devastated I've suffered an ectopic pregnancy and I've had to have surgery I had it last Wednesday and I signed the form saying I want the hospital to do what ever they do with the baby but I've changed my mind anyway I've told them I want me baby back so I can bury the baby myself but I don't know where to start???? Pls no negative comments as its hard enuf for me. Thanks ladies