Nervous venting

T • Angelbaby 1/30/13 Adopted Princess 11/5/15 6 years ttc now doing mini stem/trigger/IUI
Today is my second IUI and I'm so nervous! I've been up since 5am (I am not a morning person)and just can't relax. I'm so stressed and over infertility. (I know if I calm down and relax it'll happen blah blah blah lol) how do you ladies deal with the stress and disappointment?