Still afraid to tell my work

mary

so i actually haven't told my work about this pregnancy, I'm 24w and I'm starting to show even though people probably think I'm just getting fat really fast i know eventually it will be really noticeable.

I'm a massage therapist and literally have no benefits, work is getting physically harder for me doing deep tissue massage but i know i will need the money because I'm not sure when I'll be able to get back to it once the baby comes. in my mind i should tell the manager about the pregnancy and at the same time ask to possibly cut back on doing the deep tissue massages a little bit, but that's where most of my money comes from so im really just on the fence about the whole thing. I'm a really private person but i don't know why it is so hard to tell people i work with about this pregnancy... possibly because it will potentially disappoint SO many people (management and my repeat clients) I'm one of the most requested therapists there so it just feels really tough, i don't know how to approach it "/