I need a crisis hotline or something. Please. I don't know how that'll help anyway though. No body cares about me or loves me. It's hard to numb the pain when my family and bf treat me like I'm worthless. I just want everything to go away sometimes. I love life but I which I was born into a different one. It's crazy to me that people can even believe in a God. Maybe they've never felt abandonment and neglect. I feel so small