TMI BOOBIES

I'm a 32H. Are my boobs ugly. I feel like they are way too saggy and kind of pendulous and one of them is noticeably smaller than the other, and my stretch marks are really deep. My areolas are big but my nipples are small and inverted. I don't feel desirable or attractive because of them, and refuse to let my boyfriend go near them. Also I really want to get a nipple piercing, but I don't think I can pull it off, what do you think?