Baby Shower Blues

Jolene
I really don't want to sound like I am complaining or ungrateful. So we had our baby shower today. Only like 15 people showed up... So that was awkward. Not even my best friend of 20 years or my mother in law came. Then we pretty much just got clothes and a couple big things of diapers. I am very thankful for everyone who did come and for the things we did get. But it was still kinda depressing. 
The ladies at work are having one for me on Tuesday. I am hoping I get needed stuff from that. 
It was just not really worth all the effort I put into it today.