I feel my baby is going to be like this forever...

My son just cries all the time, if he's awake he is crying. He has reflux and colic which is so hard for me to deal with, he also thinks night is day and stays up most of the night crying. I am mentally exhausted. I feel i ain't enjoying this experience of being a mum as much as i should be because of it, i just want him to sleep all the time because when he's awake he's crying😭😭