Good morning ladies!

Jordin
Since my miscarriage in March, I've taken a little break from glow. 
I'm trying to get back in the swing of paying attention to my body again (I never fully stopped, I just stopped talking about it lol) 
My cycles are typically 30-32 days and today happens to be day 32.
No signs as of yet and I'm the type that starts cramping and getting a little aggressive 2-3 days prior. 
I'm scared to test, scared to get excited and so scared of a negative. 
Anyone with any experience have any tips? Maybe any experience with getting pregnant relatively soon after a miscarriage and maybe what signs sort of caught your attention. 
I could use all the help I can get, thanks in advance ladies ❤️