Cant believe its gonna be 2 weeks tomorrow since i lost me little bean 😢💔

People dont think im takin it well as im numb but what can i do? I need to think about me heart rate and blood pressure as heart rate high and blood pressure low...

Also its been 3 weeks since i started to bleed and there no sign of it easing up... Is it normal to bleed this long? I have a doctor appointment next week but is there any thing i can do in the mean time part from rest as im on rest already