Venting

So I'm freaking 3 days late. My lowerback my boobs are killing me!! I'm bloated like never before... moody etc.. i took a test and when the urine was passing I'm 95% sure that I saw a line but faded right away.I can see a vvvvfl in the test or it can be my mind playing tricks on me again. I'm sitting here crying balling my eyes off this is so mentally exshausting, thinking and thinking this might be it and when you test you get a BFN I don't want to lose faith. Tomorrow testing again to go through this again... no sign of period yet not even spotting when I pee and wipe I see eggwhite cm I'm so darn confused! Has this ever happened to any of you I need a hug...