Is it weird?

myracle
Ok so I just hit 15 and this generation is so focused on sex it's literally very hard to not have at lease one sexual conversion a day. So one day I was have one of those conversation with a few friends and I told them about my give fear of sex. Right away they start saying how weird and childish it was, but truthfully if they knew the whole story they wouldn't think that. See when I was 3-6 I got molested and almost raped a total of 3 times then when I was 12 it happened again and all by family members that I really trusted. So because of that sex scares me a lot. But I told my friends that and they still say its weird and childish so I guess i just wanted to kinda get advice from other people. Is it really all that weirs and childish for me to be scared of sex?