So I got the call from the doctor today with my biopsy results. I have moderate dysplasia and he wants to do a LEEP. I called my mom after talking with my husband about it. She starts getting on to me. She said she thought I had gotten the hpv vaccine. I had talked with my doctor about  ut but didn't do it. So now, not only am I scared, I feel  like this whole thing is completely my fault and I feel really stupid! I need to make it known that I don't think my mom intended to make me feel that way. I just needed to vent.