boyfriends

okay so I have broken up with my boyfriend of 8 months or so around 2 months ago.. we both couldn't commit because of family issues, however we still talked. I am sill inlove with him and can't get him out of my head, we have fought non stop but both said we still have feelings. the other night I messaged him and said I wanted him back and that things would be different with us and he replied with he just can't because of his family and that he stop has feelings for me... THAT SUCKED!!!! 
what do I do?