Thid might just be me

Katherine
Anyone else having a rainbow baby? I have a healthy loud mouth 3 year old boy at home.me and his daddy lost two with in the year we are now pregnant again thus time they say everything is "perfect" heart beat 154 baby measuring 8 weeks 3 days. My first miscarage was at 9 weeks 3 days last one was tubal. I can tell I am pregnant how ever. I am not excited? Why? I have seen the baby twice heard the heart beat once. Maybe I'm just not ready to get attached then something happen? Who knows! I know I will love this baby unconditionally like I do my first born but when does the excitement come? I'm just in a blah state of mind. Anyone else feeling the same?