Grief....👼🏾🙏🏾😞😥😥

I Lost my Boyfriend 4 months ago. I'm still hurting and still trying to be happy. Well recently it just seems everyone I know just wanna keep talking about their relationship, not that I have any hatred towards them. But I hate talking to them cause that's all they seem to be talking about even with their knowledge about what's going on with me. Recently one of my classmates very nice boy ask me out, but said lets take it slow😔😔 he understands what I'm going through and he is a sweet boy but I can't move forward I'm stuck like in a bad episode of twilight zone. I miss my boyfriend everyday, I cry everyday. I don't want anyone to think I cut him out completely cause I never will😓😓🙏🏾 honestly how can I move forward I cant talk to anyone about this, cause the person who understand me, is gone👼🏾