feeling down.. (kind of long)

I don't know if I'm being overly emotional because I'm on my period but I'm going to move away for school on the 26 (after living at home & going to a JC for 3 years) and no one in my family has really been helping me prepare for it and I only have 23 days left. to make things worse, my parents are going on a trip the week I'm supposed to be moving so I'll be moving by myself. I've been buying things for my move by myself and I wish they would be considerate to help out a bit since I quit my job and don't have a lot of money in my account rn. I had to go apply for a school loan but neither one of my parents wants to co-sign for it bc were in the process of getting a new house and my dad doesn't want anything to jepordize that. I'm feeling hurt and frustrated, I've always had to things on my own but I could use help. sorry for the long rant y'all.