Sexually frustrated virgin

Im a 19yo virgin but iv been in some ways sexually active this last 7 months with my friends & im sooooo damn FRUSTRATED! Im ready to lose it i know that & now i have a new friend hes super hot very experienced & aggressive which hella turns me on 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 i almost had sex with him last week now i really want to tomorrow but who kows 🙄😒