So in the last 3 weeks 3 different friends of mine have lost their november/december babies. I want to post on my fb stuff i usually do like baby kicking the f out of me, help me pick a name ect. But i feel really bad about them losing their babies and i just remember after i lost Sevyn a mention of a babygirl or even a baby girl on tv made me burst into tears and for months and months I cried almost every day. I don't want them to feel that way or resent me because my baby is ok.. But i still want to be happy about my son. I just dont know how to not talk about my baby. 😩