Really need motivation

Hi! I am really needing some motivation to lose weight. I have been struggling with my weight as long as I can remember. I have tried so many things and I feel like I just can't get the weight off. I'll be 23 in November and I am 5'3". I have been married to my wonderful husband for 3 years and have been ttc since May of this year. I want to be confident in how I look and feel better. My husband is SO supportive of me no matter what my weight has been in the past. He is always telling me I am beautiful and is always making me feel like I am so special. That being said, I want to be the best I can be for him. I feel like if I feel better about myself I can be better for my family. I really appreciate any advice and support. I am currently 210 lbs. and am officially the heaviest I have ever been 😥When I met my husband 6 years ago^^^