For the past week, I've had a horrible irritation down under...today, I had an appointment with my OB-GYN...today, I found out I have herpes.

Today, I discovered that the man who said he loved me intentionally gave me an STD before he left for boot camp so I "couldn't" leave him. I broke up with him due to his unattractive personality traits, and he rapes me - no condom - and leaves the next day.

I have herpes because a man wasn't man enough to take a girl leaving him for his mistakes...I have a disease that cannot be cured, that could be passed to the children I so desperately want, that will haunt me for the rest of my life because I "deserve it"