NO TRUE FRIENDS

Alexus
Okay sooo, is it just me or did anybody else lose all friends after graduating high school? I went to college thinking I'd make BEST friends and people that'd wanna hang out w me all the time and that was basically the opposite. I'm seriously a big hearted kind caring person and I feel like I deserve to have a best friend I can call at 2am and cry to them ab a problem I'm going thru or just go pick them up to get something to eat buuuuutt I don't. I started thinking maybe the way I look, because I started gaining weight but I also realize nobody had a similar personality to mine or lifestyle either.. Idk, It's kinda depressing. Anybody else? Any advice?