My body is Pregnant!

I couldn't wait to be pregnant again and talked about how beautiful other pregnant women are. Now I'm 6 months and I have gained 23 pounds so far and I feel huge and unattractive and disgusting. When I feel my little one moves I feel amazing but when I look in a mirror I get discouraged. After my son it took me a year to get back to my normal size. I was so depressed and felt ugly. I love my son and this little one growing in me. I have been watching how much I eat and eating healthy trying to gain only what the doctor recommends but I don't want to have to go through the after baby blues again.

Sorry just venting and worried