I'm going to start out with the bad and end on the good... My husband is a slight narcissist. He admits it, in fact he warned me of it when we started dating. Not a problem. (Well sort of, but I'm learning to deal.)

He is on the other hand also becoming sweeter and more thoughtful every day. He makes dinner, even if he's the one that worked that day and I was home but running errands. He thinks of me, and does nice things when he can.

Unfortunately, this whole "I can't have a baby" thing has gotten to me over the months. Now that I've been off hormonal birth control (which I was on forever and a day, and now wish I never had been) for over a year, my body still isn't normal. I am super emotional all month long, but especially the luteal phase. Starts to be horrible right around ovulation. He doesn't really care whether we have babies or not... He'll be good either way. I'm not. I need them. It's this horrid, insatiable HUNGER I have to have children. Meanwhile everyone I know is on #3,4,6.... Not kidding.

Not fair. I sometimes snap at my husband without realizing I'm just being emotional about not getting pregnant. I've been trying progesterone this month and it's helped, but I just feel like a crap wife.

Not only can I not bear children, but I'm also a bear myself. Am I the only one?