My uterus is an evil b****!!!

This is me NOT falling for it this time!!! My cycles are normally like clockwork... annoyingly regular. FRUSTRATINGLY regular! We've been ttc 26 months now, and I'm starting to accept that it's just never going to happen for us. But then, every once in awhile, my body will play awful, mean tricks on me. AF was supposed to show yesterday, but she didn't. I know she's coming because she ALWAYS does, but I HATE it when things like this happen! The old me would have let herself get excited and toy with the idea that maybe... just maybe this was it, but I'm not falling for it now. The old me would have ignored those 2 little tell-tale pimples I get on my face right before she shows up, and hoped it meant nothing; but the "2yrs later me" sees them loud and clear, and KNOWS they mean she's on her way. The old me would've waited til tomorrow, and at the first sight of morning's light, would've run out to the nearest drugstore, waste 20 bucks on a 2 pack of FRER just to get her period while walking back to her car!! Not happening this time!!! Nope, instead I'll wake up tomorrow morning and wait for her to show, because she WILL... Even if she's one or two days late. It'll be a constant reminder of my continued failure, but at least I won't be played for a fool. It just makes me so mad that every so often AF has to be one or two days off, just to mess with my head a little bit. So this is my rant about my horribly mean, EMPTY uterus, who's normally quite punctual, but does things like THIS every once in a blue moon just to be a bitch! I'm not falling for it this time though... I know AF is on her way. I just hate that feeling so bad! If my body is going to betray me, just do it already!!!! Arrgh! Sorry ladies, rant over. Just needed to get that off my chest!