Just had miscarriage #2😞

Natalie • I‘m a 39 old bookworm, theater nerd and music lover who just had baby #2 and working on my masters in social work who also happens to be owned by cats.
This has been the toughest road of my life. I don't know if I want to try again or consider adoption. I'm not sure if I can take another heartbreak, miscarriage completely derails my life.   I found Jesus and for that I'm thankful, because we cannot do this alone. I'm so afraid to try again and adoption is so expensive, maybe we can just get a puppy lol 
If I didn't laugh, I'd cry😢😢