I am having some real problems in the bedroom and i feel so alone. I feel broken and miserable. I am paranoid that i am making my fiancé miserable about our sex life (even though he insists he's not). I have trouble lubricating naturally so i need lube or else sex is extreamly painful. It makes me not want to have sex and it makes me fearful of it. I am turned on by my fiancé and think he has a sexy voice and body.

Edit: I forgot to add that i have gone to gynecologist after gynecologist and they found that i am perfectly healthy down there.