My baby is going to be 1 month next week, I'm exclusively pumping and giving my baby my milk in the bottle because he won't latch on. since about 2 weeks ago I keep getting mastitis on my breasts and it hurts like hell that it makes me cry until I try to pump the lumps out. Once the lumps are out I'm good but my breastmilk supply doesn't come out to what he eats daily.  is it self fish of me if I want to just stop "breastfeeding" him to avoid emotional stress of constantly trying to pump every 2 to 3 hours and some times that doesn't happen because I have to take care of him if he decided to be fussy and not fall asleep  and I end up being in a lot of pain and trying to massage the lumps out that sometimes it take almost all day tondo that. I feel bad that I want to stop but when I get to this point I just want to stop cuz it hurts so much.