Miscarriage

A couple days ago I was walking in my house and all of a sudden I felt like I wet myself, when I looked down I noticed it was blood. Me and my husband went to the ER and it was confirmed that I lost my baby. I was sent home and the next day I was rushed back to the ER cuz I was bleeding to much, they had to get the baby out right away. I felt everything they did, I felt them pull the blood clots out and I felt as they also did it to my child and the feeling still hunts me , I was only 12 weeks but it hurt so much and I can't get over how much I want my baby back. My body hurts but what hurts most of all is all the women that are going through this too.