Practicing Celibacy 🤔

So me and my boyfriend has been dating for 5 months now and I'm the begin of our relationship we knew that it was going to be a time when we going to have to stop having sex until marriage! I would argue and say we can go celibate when we are engaged.. But he says there no use of trying to find a loop hole and just don't do it ! So we both made a agreement that if the temptation is unstable then it just happens but I told him how BAD my hormones are right now after three of not having sex. I feel on edge like I can't deal !!! 😩😩😩  my attitude has been up and down ! I'm eating more ! I feel off balance 😞  and it's doesn't help how fine he look 😩😩😩😩 can you guys be to a encouragement so I can get Thur this ! I'm not even engaged 😭😭😭 yet either!