So I've been with my fiancé for 9 years in December. He is the man I wanna spend the rest of my life with obviously. I so badly want a baby I actually get sad when I get my period. We always talk about wanting to start our family but then he'll say but you know we should wait but I don't want to. Sometimes he'll rub my stomach and say where's my baby I just wish he knew how much it upset me because it's something I actually want.