Heartbroken but Hopeful...

Michaela • I'm 25, Married, PCOS, Two angle babies, Delivered our twins 7/25/17 at 24 weeks and they are perfect 💙💙
Today I lost our would have been rainbow baby at 5 weeks for reasons unknown (aside from the pcos)... My husband and I have only known for two weeks but we have been trying for a while now due to my pcos and thought this time could really be it... we got really excited even though we knew the possibilities but who doesn't get excited when they want a baby so badly. I am trying to be strong, I believe I've cried as much as I can today anyway, I'm telling myself that this was God's plan for me and even though I don't understand why, I will accept it and stay hopeful that I will be able to give my husband the family we both want some day soon...