don't know what to do

lauren • 19 ✨
my boyfriend of nearly two years left me the day we came back off a weeks holiday to Spain. every time I think about it I want to cry and it's making me feel really weak. I haven't told anyone but my best friend and I don't want to because it'll make it real. we both still love each other but he did it because he's not happy, but I think if he loves me enough we can make it work? I'm going off to uni soon but we've already spoken about moving in together, growing old and as he's a loose cannon type of guy, it really meant a lot to me that he'd say that. I'd love to hear someone else's thoughts on the situation x