This is my first time as a new mom and it's nothing against my son but ever since i gave birth to him i seem so much more alone. My baby's father doesn't even bother to look my way anymore because he said seeing our son be born was scarring to him and he doesn't know if he can look at my vag the same way. All my friends have left me so i have no one to talk to about it. And my mom is SOOOOO judgemental. I just need advice to maybe help me feel better.