Does it ever get easier? I just lost my baby at 5 weeks. I'm reminded of it every time I go to the bathroom and see nothing but blood. It's so heart breaking. 😢 I feel like I'm at such a loss. I feel like a failure. I did everything right. Then I see pregnant women smoking and not giving a shit. I threw my cigs away the day I found out. It just doesn't seem fair. I'm hoping there is some sort of silver lining to this storm cloud.