Went to the hospital today because I woke up with blood in my pajamas. When I got there everyone was very polite and I waited all of 5 minutes to get to the back. They drew blood, did a pelvic exam and finally I was going for my ultrasound. It was the most disappointing moment of my life. I laid there letting her prod me with this transvaginal wand for who knows how long and she wouldn't let me see the baby nor hear it's heart beat. I was so heart broken I wanted to cry. She couldn't even tell me if it was still alive. They kept telling me I would get to read the radiologist report online at home but I wanted to see some life. Thank god baby is fine....Happy (my nickname for it) is measuring 6 weeks and 2 days. So I'm no longer apart of the march baby club. I've been pushed into April. I just don't understand why it's against policy to show me my freaking baby