I just don't understand why it's so easy for everyone else. I'm a Christian who believes firmly in God and in the fact that things happen when they're supposed to, but it kills me. My husband and I pray every day about having a baby and month after month we cry when my period comes. Yes, we're young and I know I'm probably gonna get a ton of crap for this post, but I just need to vent. I don't understand why really young people who don't want a baby can get pregnant and then they have an abortion or women who up and decide they want to get pregnant try the first time and then BAM they're pregnant and they weren't expecting it to be so easy. My husband and I are both 19. I have been off of depo provera since last November and we have been having unprotected sex since March of last year, it's been over a year since we've been having unprotected sex, I was on depo from last February to last November. I got my period back in April and they have been anywhere from 28-33 day cycles with 4-5 day long periods. I'm honestly losing hope, I feel like I'm being punished for something, but I don't know what and I feel like I'll never get pregnant.