So my boyfriend of two years just came over to 'talk'. We had admitted that we loved eachother but weren't in love and decided to end things. However I can't stop sobbing. I feel so sad that I feel sick and he just came into my house, gave me a cheque and left. The money is for my half of a holiday we had booked and I keep looking at his handwriting on the cheque and crying more. I'm so devastated, how do I know I've made the right choice?